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Typical Bunny here.. One of my most incomplete stories from school till now.. It's still incomplete even with everything happening to me now..
One more thing.. Will be using color codes for dialog.. Observe properly.. No one has a same color..
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"I'm sorry.. It's over.. I can't take it anymore.. Your parents are really pushing us apart.. I'm sorry Lyn.. I just can't take it anymore.. Let's split.. It's for the better anyway.. For the both of us.." said a male voice
"If you say so.. Perhaps it's just not the way things are supposed to be anyway.. Whatever it is.. We both know one thing.. We once loved.." replied the other.
Moments later, the silhouette of the both of them walking in different directions are seen. The girl is seen with her hands on her face, most probably crying whilst the guy looked on, knowing that the decision he made was for the best. In time, most people will forget but some memories will retain everlasting as a mere image somewhere in one's mind.
Few days later, the guy is seen drinking in a bar. Everything around him doesn't seem to matter anymore. Yet, pain and anguish still haunts him like an evil ghost. Drinking shots after shots, tears are streaming in his eyes with every sip.
Slowly, another guy sits next to him. He stopped the bartender from giving anymore shots to the already half drunk guy.
"So.. What are you going to do now? You have a scheduled performance tomorrow and you're sitting here hitting yourself with alcohol? Can you please pull yourself together?" he said. "Seriously man.. You're a great guy.. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you.."
"I know Mich.. Thanks for trying to cheer me up.. It's just that she's the longest I ever got with.. Almost a year and poof~ It's gone.."
"But seeing you like this really hurts me.. Should I call her? I mean.. She's like your best friend right?"
"NO! Anything but her.. She's the reason I'm here actually.. It's always like this.. Before the split.. She was always there for me.. My own girlfriend was busy with her stuff and her parents would fire crap at me if they saw us together.. But.. She was there when I needed someone.."
"Dude.. You fell for her while you're in the relationship didn't ya?"
"Yeah.. I think I did.. How could anyone not? We're so close people actually mistake us for a couple.. Fuck my life Mich.. Fuck it.." he said as he burst into tears and started crying on Mich's shoulder. "Maybe I should go to her.. She's always there for me.." he mumbled and knocked out.
"Maybe you should.. After all.. I mistook you both too.." whispered Mich as he carried Aaron to the car.
*bzz bzz~ bzz bzz~*
"Hmm.. A text from Lemon.. But Aaron's already out.. Hmm.. I guess I'll probably ask her to call him tomorrow.."
Act 1, Finé~
Should I...
1:56 AM
Typical Bunny here.. Dilemma.. So..
The question now..
Same species? Or.. Insomnia?
I'm so fucked..
Ciaossu~ :3
Thursday, March 24, 2011 Da Bish~
1:22 AM
Typical Bunny here.. Lol.. I'm not emo.. =)
It's just that.. It's funny and sad sometimes.. When you see your supporting pillars just.. Disappear from sight.. It's like a magic trick gone wrong.. And "poof".. They're gone forever.. It's sad.. Just so sad.. You totally lose them.. Their feel.. Their touch.. Everything..
Recently.. A few deaths occurred.. And thinking back to the day my dad passed away.. It just brings back.. Those nostalgic feel..
This morning when I went to take my SPM results.. I kinda imagined what would he do.. Will there be any difference.. Will he be proud of me?
Too bad..
I can't..
And I won't know..
Cause.. He's not here with me anymore..
You know I still keep a room for you in my heart dad.. Years have gone by.. I'm stronger than ever..
Well.. Yeah..
Ciaossu~ =)
Sunday, March 20, 2011 Sadist.
2:31 AM
Typical Bunny here.
This is bad.. I.. Cut myself by accident.. But.. I don't feel the pain.. Why?
It's happening again.. Those.. Evil.. I'm gonna revert to what happened 3 years ago.. No.. Hell no..
Ciaossu~ :D FML.. Seriously..
Friday, March 18, 2011 In The Events
3:03 AM
Typical Bunny here..
Refer to two posts below.. I'm may be 18 this year.. Then again.. My heart still hasn't grown.. I'm still too immature for this.. Sorry.. I disappoint a lot of you..
Then again..
The fact that I'm typing this..
The fact that I admit..
The fact that I'm strong enough to say it..
I just don't want it..
Cuz I know I can't..
In the events..
Time will tell..
Ciaossu..
Sunday, March 13, 2011 Ps:
4:25 AM
Bunnies are fragile critters.. They need lots of love and care.. So I do hope people do take note.. LOL.. xD
Me
3:12 AM
Hello people! Typical Bunny coming to you live from the bedroom *since my piano is upstairs too* and today's topic..
Well.. It's about how much I've really grown and how much more basic stuff I have to learn.. Before I'm considered to be.. Well..
Decent..
For starters.. Refer to the previous post.. I'm so sorry about that.. I was emo for the past few days just because of that.. And I feel like a complete ass for being emo right now..
Mostly because..
I'm immature..
I haven't learned a lot of things that some people have learned at this current age.. I'm still a kid.. Which is just the main point..
I'm selfish.. I can't take it if someone else loves her.. I can't handle the truth.. I can't stand up for my own self against no one.. I fail to be myself recently..
I have to thank a few people for waking me up from this nightmare I've inflicted on myself.. It's just me being myself sometimes and I'll change that.. I'm gonna try to be less emotional and more mature.. I'll change my ways and be less selfish.. I'm serious!!
Someone said to me that..
Love is in the air.. You can't keep on taking and taking and not put any of it back..
That would be selfish..
And seriously.. I admit.. I'm so fucking selfish right now.. That's something I'm working on.. I've got to give in some love.. And try to release my feelings from my heart..
The only reason my heart hurts so much is because I didn't let go properly.. If I were to let go.. I must do it.. And with no regrets.. No turning back.. And no selfish thoughts..
Basically.. I'm just ranting about myself here.. I'm fucked up.. Therefore.. Please expect a slight increase of maturity the next time you see me.. Seriously.. I'm gonna change for the better.. I can't keep fucking myself up like this.. It hurts.. And it's tiring..
Anyway.. That's all for now.. Ciaossu~ :3
Besides.. What would Jesus do! :D
Wednesday, March 9, 2011 Story Cycle.
11:21 PM
Typical Bunny here.. Nothing much.. Just some words..
我喜欢她.. 可是.. 我不可以爱她..
Yeah.. Bye..
Tuesday, March 8, 2011 Just a Friend.
9:54 PM
Haii!! Typical Bunny coming to you all straight from the Burrow.
As you all have known.. Or rather.. Most of you anyway.. I've been on Meetoto for quite very long now and my connections there have grown from a mere few people to quite a lot of people.. Err.. Yeah.. A bit la.. And there's a few particular ones who I'm really very comfortable with.. They're those who really keep me company most of the time.. Even more than most of my friends that I really know in real life.. Then again.. I have to remind myself that.. At this time.. These people.. I don't really know them in real life.. At least some of them tho.. And I can't make any rash decisions to suddenly get involved in many things...
Then again.. It's too late.. It used to be me with her.. And she would just be there supporting me and wishing me all the best.. Now.. It's the reverse.. And all I can do is feel the same way.. And just support her in everything she does.. But in the end.. I'll just end up as a friend.. I guess that's how things are right now.. Hopefully it changes.. Or else.. Just another failure in my book..
Oh well.. A video from D.Tao. Listening to it very frequently now..
Till next time.. Ciaossu~
Sunday, March 6, 2011 New Stuff
9:49 PM
Hello people! Typical Bunny coming to you live from the computer room! And just as most of the people reading expected.. I went off schedule and didn't blog again.. Sorry!!
Anyway.. Since the 2nd of March, not much happened.. Just that the water supply went cut and we had no water for like.. 2 days or so.. Because of that, I went over toHenry's place and had a few laughs there.. Along came Jia Schen, Danny, Siong Sern, Mak, Suan Kai, and Li Yang.. Since his house has like.. 4 computers, we were all hogging the house and gaming like nobody's business..
With a mixture of DotA, Blackshot, CoD, and a few other stuff, Henry's house turned into something like a mini cybercafe.. It's cool in a way.. Since there's an air conditioner.. So.. Yeah.. It's really cool.. Get it? Cool! :D
Anyway.. Enough of these.. So.. What's up with me.. Hmm.. I'm normal.. Ok.. Fine.. And I've made up my mind to forget a few things that ever happened in Malacca and move to KL in April.. I guess when it's time to move on.. It's really time... Some things can't be avoided anymore.. Therefore.. Promises made must be broken.. Memories made must be forgotten.. Love be lost..
Yeah.. Time to start over.. It's good.. :3
Aite.. I'll try to blog more frequently.. Till then.. Ciaossu~ :3
Tuesday, March 1, 2011 Oh my..
5:08 PM
Hello people! Typical Bunny here coming to you live from.. The computer room.. ._.
And so.. As February comes to a halt, there's certain things, events and people that will stick around in my mind for the years to come. Many because of their sheer insanity and some because of.. Well.. Love? Hahaha..
Anyway.. I've been kept alive these days by this very strangely addictive online community called Meetoto.. Yes.. For some of you who plays it.. It's kinda lame in a way but the people there are nice.. Well.. Some of them at least.. The fun part is.. It used to be one ID per person.. These days.. Few IDs per person.. And you'll see the same person in different rooms.. Funny stuff..
Yeah.. That's me.. And someone else.. xD
Oh.. A week back.. I was in KL shooting a music video parody with Gustave! You know.. The music video for Love The Way You Lie? We changed it to Hate The Way You Lie.. It's an all Malaysian version featuring Gustave as the Malaysian Eminem and me as... Rihanna.. =="
Hmmm... It's March now.. I guess I'll be blogging more often~! :3
A laugh as it adds curve to ur face,
Dispels the gloom and a sunshine to be,
A fresh morning dew,
Tip of the peak with enlightened light,
Shimmer and sparkle and light like paradise to be,
Driving the clouds away,
A smile that strengthens the soul,
A whisper so pure gladdens the hearts,
An unseen courage yet felt so strong,
A life full of laughter cheering the folks around,
A music in my ears,
That still lingers in my heart,
And the melody where my heart hears it,
The ills of life depart,
Surrounded by smiles,
A happy feeling to be,
S sunrise forever at the horizon of my smile forever i see,
Nothing but just a little curve, adding life to me,
And singing the music,
Oh what a beautiful life oh thee,
Sugar sweet living with drops of honey,
And sweeter then the life gets to me,
Embracing the beauty and the warmth of this life,
I welcome you oh sunshine,
Shining bright forever to me.
The Bunny :
A musician to be.
Plays the piano, keyboard, acoustic guitar, bass guitar, electric guitar, and the harmonica.
Still likes chocolate and lolipops.
Apparently, currently, single.
Note to those who know me: Le Deux Le Fawk. :)
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The Bunny's Wishlist : # semi acoustic guitar
# new fedora
# new handphone # laptop or desktop # more chocolate
# better pillow for my bed
# driver's license
# pet rabbit